I can tell you that I won this week in the sense that every day more love myself. I do not care what people say even if they care more about status or material things.
Not need it, even though I have not lived much of my perception is that I have yet my turning point. - I'm living my conflict that can not wait to finish, however, beginning to see my own life with another perspective. - Even though I left school with no friends and is very likely to happen, therefore I must not cultivate, because certain people send me a lack of perspective that honestly I do not need, in short, I will continue Agredit I can be successful and do not need a psychologist or therapist can direct me, therefore, lose part of my identity.
I enjoy myself, despite my inner conflicts. Without them there would be what I am!
Yet in spite of everything I love my life, people and myself, all of which are sources of inspiration and especially the construction of my being!
This year (it was not bad) but emotionally it was very stressful for me!
Not only in college, but also in my own family.
I'm not having a desire to do things I love most to do. Especially because if I do them as if they were a must for sure as I leave!
From a time here I have discovered one other passion besides writing is also analyzing film, but differently. How so? Well, the criticism most of them speak of the film not artificially deepened too much at one point.
In my analysis I focus on the history of film. Depending on the film gives to talk about the technical aspects. In other words, my analysis has to my face.
Besides, the more I developed some scripts for movies. What's caused me a great pleasure!
Possibly may have commented that I'm doing volunteer work.
I'm really enjoying it enough to give lessons for the boy!
Look, it was a great opportunity! And I'm enjoying the most! It's good to know that you can do something for someone, you're in something useful.
In college, I honestly can not wait to finish school. Not because the classes are boring, quite the opposite, that is more or less. More is even the mental fatigue.
I'm returning slowly in my activities and I hope that next year, and devote myself to the blog that I have big news.
Kisses and see you soon!
Every day the option is being complicated. In many ways. But I sincerely hope it is just a phase ...
And I just had to gain from this event ....
Of course, today was not well spent, however, is a good start and this start will continue.
Well, my volunteer work is going very well. Has gone a very interesting learning. - I'm giving lessons in Portuguese and English.
I am very happy that an opportunity like this has appeared. Today I am sincerely looking for good things.
I am returning to my English course that I will sincerely devote more and focus on my goals. - I will not let go of my things to do other things. - Not even for college. By the way I am completely discouraged. I have no desire to continue ... I'm not feeling pleasure in things that involve the same ...
I will tell the next post in more detail.
According to the study, France is the country with better quality of life, followed by Spain. The British were the last and the Irish in last place.
According to the ranking, the British have annual family income of 35,730 pounds (about $ 99 mil), 10 pounds (about $ 28 mil) above the group average, but also work on average three years longer others, and die two years earlier than the French.
Regarding the cost of living, the British spend more on food, fuel, alcohol and cigarettes.
1. France
2. Spain
3. Denmark
4. Netherlands
5. Germany
6. Poland
7. Italy
8. Sweden
9. Ireland
10. United Kingdom
Well, Friday I will start my volunteer work. I take that opportunity to better my life. Certainly go out of there totally transformed.
Now, I read the recent posts and I realize that I'm skeptical with regard to my life.
I honestly do not know what happened to me. My faith is still lit, however, there are doubts within her.
Do not want to involve God in this moment, even I know that he is on my side.
But at least I do, think about things more carefully ... Simply this. And that comes a great opportunity in my area and that at least it is recognized. That's it.
Masks some people fell for good. I'm shutting down this cruel world, hiding inside.
I do not want to continue seeing the things I already know, but I do not want to pretend that they do not exist.
I found myself in a difficult situation. Physically I'm finished, I have given attention to my goals ... Simply everything was meaningless.
I know and I believe that things will improve .... But I also know that this will be the long term.
My intuition tells me that I'll be able to get a job. This ensure that scares me. This really hope that I assumed. I do not like. I honestly do not like.
I put a deadline for myself that by Saturday I had to organize my life. And so be it done!
Not at all!
I can not stand it my brothers, my father ... Nothing! I'm tired of being the villain, to be the problem!
I'm quite tired tired!
There is no family, no nothing! Absolutely nothing!
I am alone in this, always been! I will not doubt God and not put him in that situation because thanks to him I got amazing moments and opportunities.
Just know that I have been too tired! Not wanting to things. Yet I still ... I continue to a destination that I hardly know ...
There was never there and family! Now I for myself!
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